I thought it made it easier.. you know when you find out somebody is sick or in my case some dog. You have time to prepare right, get ready for the time you loose him. Its easier for you right?
Well I was wrong.
My lex lays his head on my lap and looks at me as if telling me its going to be ok.
Its not OK when in a few months he is going to be gone.
Just like DeSoto. Its too soon.
So every time I look at him I know Im going to loose him.
It hurts it really really hurts.